Boring........

Today I slept at 6 a.m. in the morning, becoz of someone who called me yesterday night at 3 a.m... cool right.. i dun know why she call me for and i called her to on SKYPE.. For a year plus not seeing each other, the best way is on SKYPE webcam.. :)

Yup.. here she is.. gonna put your name BIG!!! CARMEN TENG..

Best friend since kindergarten and met again in primary school.. Fortunately in the same class for 3 years there..

Now all of us are in secondary.. once more separate again.. but we still contact each other.. This is what friends get separate usually do.. Teehee.. :)

A lot had happened between the 2 of us since kindergarten till now.. But still we are still best friends till the end.. Wanna have a gathering soon and gonna call up all of the 6H members out..

This is when i celebrated my 15th burfday.. Invited her and another friend, YY, to The Gardens Red Box sing k.. Had fun there, obviously.. They still bought me a DOMO for me.. Not the huge 1 that i always wanted to have 1, but i considered that as my best 15th burfday present that i've ever receive.. =]

Today is also the most important day in my family members.. M

y younger bro's b'day.. I totally forgot about this day.. Usually I remember my fam

ily's b'day, but today, not really.. Maybe becoz miss too much about school.. hehe.. all the fun and crazy things happen in school this whole year.. sry bro.. Happy B'day and you know that we love you very much and that will never change ..

The weirdest cake that i've ever tasted..

Obviously, my mum and my younger bro..

My dad, my mum, my younger bro, and Ruby.. Teehee..:D

Had the most boring day on Saturday.. Although it's a day which you can do a lot of things and not staying at home doing nothing..

Holiday is gonna be the most boring day ever.. Miss school a lot.. Especially all my friends there, and also missed this year's form 5s.. Graduated and going to college or pre-U next year i guess..

Gonna pray for their success and themselves in the future.. May we meet again in the future too.. And also hope them to come back and watch our next year's Appreciation Day and if can come too on Events Day.. All of us in school will miss you guys a lot.. Good luck my friends.. May good lucks follow wherever you go..

School is awesome with them.. xD

It's already July.. And next Monday is August ady.. Time past fast than I have expected.. In school happens a lot.. Of course the busiest day is EXAM DAY!!! just past my exam today.. damn hard weh.. especially History, Maths, and Physics.. OMG weh.. i think i will fail these three papers.. haha..

And by the way, we played something awesome in school.. THE KOK'S FAMILY.. xD

This guy, as in Kok Tze Hao, played the role of my grandpa.. xD he's damn tough but sometimes he just too rough on his own things.. and all he solve his problem is his fist..

This pretty lady, as in Kok Tze Hao's 1st wife, is my grandma.. haha.. damn pretty leh.. xD Name is Cynndee..

This 1, as in the 2nd wife of Tze Hao, and also my 2nd grandma. haha.. camwhore!!! xD Name is Hui Ling..

This 1, as in Tze Hao's 3rd wife, also my 3rd grandma.. haha.. also camwhore.. xD Name is Alice..

This 1, as in Tze Hao's 4th wife, also my 4th grandma.. haha.. camwhore again.. xD Name is Cassandra..

This cute little girl, is actually my MUM!!! haha.. she's the only daughter in this family.. and she's Cynndee's daughter.. xD Name is Chloe..

And lastly, me.. the only granddaughter in this family tree.. haha..

Actually i have a lot of uncle.. but i dun have their pictures.. xP Unfortunately, on Monday, they divorce Tze Hao because they found a new and a hot husband.. ( Actually that's fake.. xD) So, this is what our family used to be.. but now, haizz, sad to Tze Hao.. my rich grandpa.. xD

假期的闲度100%！！！！！

假期的闲度！！！两个星期99，9%啊！！！
假期真的很闲，除了做功课，号、还要做保姆..
又没有得出去打工，又没有得出去玩，只待在家好像坐牢样..
父母又出去工作了，哥又有得出去玩，只剩我和弟像傻瓜一样坐在客厅或电脑面前..
只可惜我们这两个星期没有出国..

“母老虎”嫌出国很贵，尤其是我最想去的澳洲，千多块一人..
妈的！！！！ 买一件大大的屋子就有钱啦，陪家人出国开开心心的就没有钱啦！！！
死八婆！！！ 巫婆！！！

连补习都没有，从早到晚都是在家，哪里都不能去..
幸好时间过得快，下个星期就开学咯，有的回去玩咯！！！ 哈哈！！
以前觉得要开学时是很难过的事，但现在不同了！！！ 哈哈！！！
可以跟我那些傻瓜见面了，超棒的！！！

总之现在我都不会喜欢假期，因为它就好像是我的恶运，又把我关在牢里了..
最喜欢上课日子，虽然有时有点辛苦，但如果有努力尽力，就不会觉得辛苦..
哈哈！！！
祝大家开学快乐吧！！ 哈哈！！！

渴望^^

世界上有很多种的渴望..
渴望家人的爱，渴望朋友的爱，渴望男女之间的爱等..
以上我都很想渴望的，但恐怕应该没这个机会了吧？

昨天，还激怒了爸妈..
假期前，就和朋友不说话，被她害到被抓进副校长室了..
男女之间的爱，试过了，可是到最后还是失败了..
觉得很后悔来到了这世界..
难道活在这世界真的有那么困难吗？
难道就没有一段开开心心一起过的日子吗？

昨晚，给他们骂了一顿后，整个心很不安..
上房间时，他们都把我当透明，忙着看电视..
可是我没有管这么多..
做我该做的东西..
就像我上次说的，为什么：“误会”这两个字一定要在我的头顶上存在呢？
难道就没有“开心”这两个字存在吗？
每天晚上都会祈祷，希望神会帮我..
但是却又失败了..

命苦啊！！
假期里好像坐着监牢那样..
还要帮忙照顾别人..
真的希望我心中的白马王子会出现..

上个星期日，听到了我哥和他心目中的人分手了，真替他伤心..
不知道他们俩发生了什么事..
希望轮到我的时候，一定要顺顺利利..
可是到现在还没找到..
真的不懂他几时才会出现..
我渴望着他对我的爱，希望我会找到他，也希望他会找到我..
呵呵～

张欣洁！！！
不要再对那些无谓的人伤心和哭泣了！！！
要哭就为他而哭吧！！！
哈哈哈哈哈！！！ =D

误会T__T

这世界上我觉得有很多种的误会..
家人的误会，朋友的误会，当然还有男女彼此的误会..
我呢遇到最多的误会是从最亲情的家人发生的..

总觉得我在这里常常都有着很不开心的事发生..
发生了竟然留着他们的误会，总觉得他们一点都不关心我..
尤其是我无法打开她的心..
为了做最好给她，我牺牲了很多时间，想尽一切的方法，希望她会喜欢..
我不求她的赞扬，也不求她一定要最疼我，我只希望她对待我的方法可以改变..

虽然这不是第一次了，而且发生了我总会躲在房里泪水一滴一滴地，不听话的，就流了下来..
看过一出台湾偶像剧，她说，女生哭是为了要别人的同情，而不是会解决一切的..
那他从此都不会流泪..
可是我做过了，但就像我说它们不听话的就流了下来..
听歌永远都是会陪伴着我的，当然还有我最喜欢的DOMO娃娃..
无论怎样，无论是开心还是伤心，对着这两样喜爱的东西，心情就会放松起来..
而且还会让我忘掉所发生的一切..

真不知道为什么她这么喜欢针对我表姐，表哥..
为什么不是那些堂的？ 是因为他们很聪明，读书很厉害？
为什么这些人那么喜欢会读书，成绩很好的人呢？
难道最重要的不是要互相尊重，相亲相爱吗？
不会读书的人不代表他们很坏啊..
而且我知道他们是有读道德的..

前天和表姐去唱k，结果弄到整家都不开心.. 骂来骂去..
什么嘛？ 人家只不过想出去和表姐们见个面.. 这样都不行..
还给她误会我不要读书了，还叫我不用读书了，去那边干活..
难道他这么的喜欢误会人家？ 难道这两个星期的假期真的一点意义都没有？真的那么无聊吗？
难道就没有办法让每一个假期有趣吗？

每当一听见“假期”这两个字就知道一定是被锁在“监牢”里..
宁愿去学校上课，也不要在这里呆下去..
哎哟，谁可以来救我啊？！

The most miserable day ever!!!

what the heck?

becoz of her crying i was caught up to the vice principals office!

what the hell's wrong with her?!

just ignore her then she cry and she was taken to the office, and i was involve in it too!

thx a lot you BITCH!!!

many thx to my 3 best friends and others in 3 Garnet..

particularly Chloe, Cynndee, from form 5 Garnet Austin..^^

becoz of their encouragement, i started to get up where i fell..

i was lost in a circle..

i dun know how and who will lead me out from there..

in that circle, i'm alone..

there's no 1 in the circle with me..

and i can't see anything but to sit down there and think of a way myself..

Austin let me stalk his blog..

when i read that, tears falling from my eyes.. i can't get a hold of them..

i wonder why there are falling? even myself also can't hold them?

i won't forgive her!!! she dun deserve an apologize from me..

and i din did anything wrong..

she's the 1 who's wrong!!!

our vice principal said the we should be together again.. i mean start over..

but i dun think so.. i can't fulfill her wish on us..

she gave so much trouble to me and the vice principle..

she's unforgivable..

dun you ever think about forgiving you..

that time i shake hand with you doesn't mean that i really forgive you ady..

all i need to do is only act in front of her..

I WON'T FORGIVE YOU!!! YOU BITCH!!! YOU SUCKER!!!

Oh my gosh!!! I had the happiest dream ever!!! I dreamt about a guy I love the most!!! There're got 3 dreams.. But i dun think only 3.. got part .. like that la.. First of all, i met him and his best buddy, Ken Yu , in my house..

Then he call me to come out and see something very weird.. When I went out, I saw a bus in front of my house gate door.. I was shocked that I saw so many guys in the bus.. And I also heard a woman cried for her baby son..

Then there's a man who call his buddies to cut off the baby's "bird".. And b4 that, 1 man sliced of the baby's right ear.. And the baby was crying becoz of the pain.. The woman was so sad and tried to stopped them.. But that was useless.. Her husband too can't stop them..

I was so scared and I can't see it anymore.. I turned back and cried.. Then suddenly he turnes back too.. And he knew that I'm scared too.. He turned back and hugged me form the back.. I was so blushed and he said to me that no need to be afraid.. I'm here to protect you..

This made me blusher.. I turned around and cried.. Thus, I scolded him that why he called me out to see those kind of things.. He apologised to me and he hugged me tightly..

Oh wow!! This is the best dream ever.. Still got more leh.. Hehe.. =]